Shit man.
I dont know whats wrong with me...I've had two bad dreams in a row...
I mean these dreams really scared the living shit out of me. I havent had nightmare since I was at little kid, at least 7?
I feel really shaken up right now...my dreams are really real to me...and this last one...okay, here goes...
~~~~~~~ Dream ~~~~~~
My whole family was gathered to see my brother and his wife have their baby, we had a big banquet hall setup and everything, but for some reason, something was after the baby, something really evil...the doctor was evil or something and they enjected Karen with something...I saw the baby growing in her stomach, actually inside, from the egg to the actual baby, and then it was pulled out. Then it stopped being Karen and the doctor pulled out the baby and was craddling it. Dana and I were standing there, and then we saw the baby was just a head and a dark brown cocoon for a body...
It then ripped open and MILLIONS of bugs and gross things crawled out all bloody!!!!! The woman who was no longer my sister-in-law then erupted in bugs too...
Somehow Dana and I werent there anymore and we didnt know what was going on...but everyone in the room was killed by the bugs cause there were so many they just filled the entire room. Blood leaked through the bottom of the door and some bugs crawled out and around the hospital. Nobody noticed...
Then somehow Karen was alright and was trying again to have a baby. Her baby was really supposed to be REALLY special, kinda like the Charmed baby and all evil wanted it cause it would help them. So then everyone comes over to my house, and this is the next day where Marc and Karen had another baby somehow...and we were going to get ready for it to be born, so we went and watched a movie about a baby being born or something...and then it had Angel in it. He was the father and he took over for Marc and Karen's scenario...someone was trying to steal his baby, but he had a special necklace that would protect it. I was standing outside with a nun, cause we decided it was smarter to deliver it in a church cause less evil is there...but the doctor tried to get the baby. The whole time I was shaken up still from the first baby and all Icould think was...what if it happened again? What if it wasnt the evil that did that, what if it was genetic? and then the other doctor transformed into some monster and then fought Angel, but I never saw that after the transformation. The next thing I saw was that a little almost baby shaped monster attacked someone who I thought was the son born yesterday. The nun and I were running to help Angel and was came across the guy, who was really a young man at least 20, but I swear he was the kid born yesterday that died...and so the nun gave him a little salve cause it looked like someone tried to put a crown of thorns on his head and his whole head was bleeding around the top.
After the salve was on he just wiped the blood away completely healed. The nun was then lead by her glowing necklace that was the same as Angel's to Angel and the baby who was already born somehow.
Then suddenly a group of evil women came in sleek and sly like...and somehow everyone that was on my side turned out to be from the X-Men. The evil woman came up to the group waiting on th 9th floor or and one just whispered to one of the men, "Can you walk over there for me?" And pointed to the window, and he jumped out and died. She then walked over to one of the women and whispered "Can you walk into the closet for me please?" she walked into the closet and then impaled herself on a coat hanger knob right through her forehead.
Then somehow I had some sort of vision and I saw all of the X-Men at my house being slaughtered, then I realised that I was alone with only the Nun...and Angel might be alive still, but the baby is dead.
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I think thats all..I feel really disgussing and I'm shaking a bit...I've never had anything that gross and really upsetting happen to me...I dont understand why I would dream about that...
I think it might be TV's influence because I was watching Angel before that...and there was a lot of death and destruction of the whole world...and I think some kid was his son and he went crazy...
I dont know....but I feel so extremely scared right now...
Holy shit I just jumped at the sudden changing of my MP3's...
Shit...I know its only a dream, but it was SO real...SO fucking real and I know how I felt in the dream...and I feel it still now...
I duno if I can go take a shower alone now...I'm so fucking afraid...
Ugh...
I just need to take a deep breath...
Also two nights ago I had a bad dream too...
One that was bad enough to prompt me waking up and yelling "I cant do this anymore!!!!"
But I dont really remember what I couldnt do anymore. I wrote the dream down in my journal, but I'll write it here later when I have more time.
All I can remember was at the time I did that, everything was a dark brown-ish red colour. And when I woke up everything stayed the same colour.
I duno whats going on...
I'm honestly scared...Fuck.
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