Dreams.

Woo

Wowwies.
Had very little sleep last night for some weird reason? I kept tossing and turning. Oh wells. School was school. I dont hate it as much now. I still dont like it, but I dont hate it anymore. Its reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally cold out eh? REAAAAAALLY cold!!! Even tho its only -4 out...the wind makes it feel like -20!

Oy, oh wells, no big deal, I'm home now anyway ^^

Anyways, been thinking a lot, I duno why, but more about parents than anything. I kinda wana sit down and talk with'em about how they treat me. I mean...Its not bad how they treat me, I just dont like it anymore. I mean...I think they're kinda in a transition phase from treating me like an adult and treating me like a child still. Cause I'm the youngest, they do stuff for me, but also tell me to do a lot of things and HOW i should do it and specifics as if I was a child. But at the same time expect me to do all these things on my own, but are telling me to do it. They want me to get a job and do all this adult stuff, which I'm cool with, but they have to stop treating me like a child before I can act like an adult.

I mean, if you guys treated me with the same respect I treat you guys (by you guys I mean parents) then things would go so much more smoothly. Thats why Dana and I work so well. I ASK her to do things when she gets a chance, you tell me. Dana understands that I need it done, and if I need it SOON, then I specify that and she'll do it asap. Otherwise it doesnt matter. When it comes to cleaning the house, I'll do it when I feel like doing it. If you want to treat me as a child still, then treat me as a child, gimme my damn allowance back and get me toys and games and everything again, either that or just let me do things on my own and or ask me nicely and not expect it right away. Expect it when I'm ready. I NEVER ask you to do something IMMEDIATELY unless I absolutely need it. This includes things money/school or work related. Not house cleaning or cooking related, that is not ABSOLUTELY necessary. It can wait, its important, but can wait. I dont ask you to re-arrange your schedule for me, but you expect me to do it for you? So I can do that to you then I guess? I mean...we both live different lives, and I wont claim to understand what your life is like, cause in all reality, i really dont know how it is, but you cant say you know how mine is. So what should we do? Compromise. Work with each other's schedules instead of trying to force one into the others schedule.

My solution isnt so hard...

Anyways, I should talk to parentals about this...one day ;P

posted by Bradimon @ 2:27 p.m.