Dreams.

One thing I like, and one thing I hate about 'The gang' is that we're so different. Its good and bad, because we all have different views to bring to an issue or something, and I dont like anyone being the same as me. I really hate it when people copy what I like n stuff too. I mean like...you gota find your own meaning of 'cool' right? Water is my thing that I'm crazy bout, you know me =P I'm a freak like that, and I like how everyone else in 'The gang' is something different. Fire, Wind, Earth, Water...seems that we balance.

But anyway, its great how we're all different, but its crappy cause we're all sooooo different. Ex. Me and Dumcat, exact opposites, in almost EVERYTHING, cant think of one thing that we arent opposite in...scary huh? But thats kinda how I like it, I dont like anyone people to be the same as me. Ryan, you dont count =P Its just funnie how we have a lot in common, but not everything, and its not like you try n copy me, its just, we are that way =P I think thats funky. But ya...iuno where I'm going with this...I should be doing calculus right now, but I dont feel like it...

Anyways, Thanks to the help of J-ho, I think I've found myself again...and how I wana be...and how I should be...even though he didnt really do anything but need help...he did a lot more than my close friends could have done.

I see that I shouldnt have to be appreciated, and I shouldnt have to be so selfish enough to get something in return for my care. I should be proud of what I do, and who I am. I should be strong, and brave, and always try to be the best I can be. Thats what I've been forgetting the passed while...

Ya, I'm selfish like everyone else too, but I gota get over it...competely get that outta me cause...thats what I wana be like. So I will.

Thx J-ho for reminding me~

posted by Bradimon @ 2:48 a.m.