Dreams.

Moo moo moo mooo......
School is evil...but I think I can handle it for now...minus the whole English play. I hate english...GEH! Its so annoying...so very very annoying..
I wish I had my old english group...hehehe...Nathan, Julie, Cynthia, Tiff Yau, Keith...hahahah soooooooooo much fun...frig...The good old days...of nathan pretending he's a sex radio show host and Keith a gay starved for sex boy..
hahahahah i miss those days...
*sigh* Gr. 11 was sooo much easier...this year is such a pain...and people are such a pain this year...iuno why...everything just seems to be caving in on me this year. Somehow I manage to stand up and I can hold the cave up for a while...but its slowly breakin round me...*sigh* And eventually...we'll be leaving the cave n goin to unversity leaving it in ruins...Its sad really...maybe I should really try harder to be nicer to people..what ever happened to those days...hahah...iuno...you know what i wish...I wish I was one of those really hot guys, that everyone liked, n was really popular n didnt have to worry bout friends cause...life would be so much more simple...Yes I know popularity doesnt solve anything...but it just eliminates a whole category that I wouldnt have to worry about...heh...n looks would keep me happy too =P O well, i guess thats just not the way life goes. Gota be satisfied wit being an ugly not so popular person..lol Hard time acceptin that. Okay, maybe not UGLY, but not good lookin...just OKAY...but i just dun like settling for avg...its a piss off...9tu waosetjdmf...you kno what else sucks? Nice guys finishing last...piss off again...ehhhh...I guess thats life though...okay, now I'm gonna go lay down cause my head feels heavy n I'm tired.

posted by Bradimon @ 4:48 p.m.