Dreams.

Fuck you.

So here's a big FUCK YOU, to everything.

I'm just really mad at the lack of responsible people out there. REALLY mad. Why do I have to be the only person taking care of shit it seems. Well, not in all respects of life, but at least at work, and at least in warcraft. For some reason I'm picking up all the slack at work for training these new people, and no one cares to give me a break, though i have school and shit to do after work. Why do these people not have a greater work ethic or sense of responsibility to whom they are employed with. So instead I clean up after all. FUCK YOU!

Warcraft almost isnt worth talking about, but I have to tell you how stupid some fucking people are. Clearly I'm very mad as I continually insert "fucking" or "fuck you" into each sentence. Really...you cant organize shit yourself and take your own initiative to form your own groups and then blame ME because I'm the leader? Where the hell do you get off doing this? Because I'm not around to help people by saying "Hey, get this group together!" it's MY fault? Why do people direct blame to me because I'm the leader? Why cant they do things on their own? Do I run a guild of incompetent boobs?! GOD! LEARN SOMETHING!!!

And lastly, a big fuck you to those people who think your problems are worse than mine. Fuck you because as narcassistic as I am, I can at least understand that people's pain is all PAIN, and that no matter how stupid it is to them, they are feeling it. Even though I have shit that I deem worse than others, it doesnt make their problems less painful. I can deal with other people's problems while going through my own shit, and I acknowledge that they're having problems and try to talk them through it, how hard is that to do? To put yourself in someone else's shoes and at least put your shit on hold for maybe 5seconds to talk to them and try to make them feel better. You dont gota say something like "Oh, well thats nothing, today this and this and this and that and this and that happened to me, so you should feel lucky." Of course they understand that you feel upset too, but that doesnt help them! Pain is pain, dont bother talking to me to tell me your problems are worse. I know there are worse things in the world, but that doesnt make my pain go away.

I'm just having a stressful week and I needed to vent. Sorry for being mean and whatever and the swearing and junk but I'm just extremely disappointed in...everything. Maybe I should take my own advice and get over myself.

posted by Bradimon @ 2:42 p.m.