Le sigh.
I am sad.So very frustrated with...a lot of things...so very many things. Growing bitter and hateful? Maybe. What can I do to change all of this? Probably best solution is to move out. Chances of being able to move out any time soon? Slim...very slim.
So what am I supposed to do? I duno...I'm too tired to think and too worn out to give a rats ass. I dont want to go into details cause thats too annoying. For the cherry to top it all off, Valentine's Day is coming up. Although Hallmark created this lovely holiday, I still would enjoy it. I'm sad that always around this time there's no one to shower gifts on, or to shower me with gifts, hahaha. Always around now it happens..? I would love a little gesture for Valentine's day from someone, it'd be so sweet and simple. This is what I appreciate. Or something small like a flower or something. I know its girly but I dont care! hahaha. Maybe stalkers/secret admirers out there will read this and go do that for me! WEE! hahaha, jokes jokes. If I had stalkers or secret admirers, I probably wouldnt be alone right about now. haha!
Wait...I lie, I know I have one stalker...you know who you are! I best be getting something good! Just leave it in the bushes you hide behind in my backyard k? Sweet deal.
God I wish I was more coherent in this stupid blog of mine...but I have no writing skillzzzzzz. The extra z's are cool. Shadup.
So in the spirit of Christmas...I will say this. I am sad...but I will deal and be happy again tomorrow. (Tee hee...get it, in the spirit of Christmas...with wrapping as in I'm wrapping up! hahahah...I shouldnt have explained it and it might have been funnier...fuck you!)

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