Dreams.

Stressy.

So my weekend is gone, plans got fucked over again and again and again and again, and again.

So what are my plans now? My plans are to plan for things just myself. I'm not blaming people for my plans falling through, it just kinda happened because things are so busy right now. So really, my plans are now just going to be for myself. I havent really had time to myself in a while being all around these passed few weeks. I wish I could just relax, but work eats my weekend and school works fills the rest of that because I want to get a head start on assignments.

I feel pretty fed up with somethings that happened today. It was mostly uncontrolable and my own stupidity, so I can only blame myself and just fate. Today was another of my famous "Shaft Days", but I can deal with it, I'll just have to do things more on my own I figure, and more for myself. Definately a balance between doing what I want, and doing what other people want is going to be looked for.

I think I'm going to be more honest with my feelings now, and not just suck it up when I dont like something and just say it. No more of this bottling of emotions, okay, not true, some will definately remained bottled for self-control purposes, but for the most part, I will be more honest in the sense of letting people know when I dont like something.

Anyways, it's time to try and sleep, so I can try to do work tomorrow, before I go to work work.

I'm also afraid Steven Harper will be winning the election...

Sometimes I want to stab myself in the eye, too bad my damn eyes are too small and I'd miss and just stab my face...boo.

posted by Bradimon @ 12:33 a.m.