Dreams.

Complaints.

So I've been getting complaints that my blogs arent personal enough, and they're all about work never about anything overly deep, which is true enough.

Maybe I dont like sharing as much with just...the internet because then I feel like people could just come here, read my deepest thoughts then when I choose to confide in someone...it wont be worth it, because I've confided in everyone. It messes with the trust between friends. So really I cant put anything intimiate or detailed on here, just my emotions at the time.

And right now, all I'm feeling is sad. Sad because of a TV show, but sad nonetheless. Well, not just for a TV show, I guess I'm sorta feeling down just in general. It's the whole Christmas season deal. Everyone has someone special for Christmas (okay, not everyone, but a lot of people do), and it just feels like a time to have someone. So really, I cant follow any urges I have to want to be with someone because they might not be genuine right now, and they may just be out of loneliness. This is not to imply there is anyone specific, so dont get on my case about "who who who" its just in general.

I keep forgetting about a lot of things, and try to just stay happy with everything, but it really just sucks to do that, and I dont think I do it on purpose. Everday I wake up and everyday is a new day, things from the past are more of a distant memory, and resolutions disappeared. I need a ribbon or something like it to tie around my wrist to "never forget".

Sorrie to bore those of you who read this weird thing.

posted by Bradimon @ 12:03 a.m.