Distractions
Okay, so I'm distracted by two things.One, something I really dont like, and another, something I do like.
By something, I really mean someone...and its very distracting. I cant concentrate on studying. I realise now that if I dont see or have ANY contact with the loser that annoys me, then I dont care and I can ignore his lameness. Same goes for the person I like...If I dont see them much, I can ignore the feelings and just go on with things as usual...but both these feelings are pretty much not expressable...and this is why I figure they distract me.
I cant tell this person I like them, nor can I tell the person I dont like to fuck off and that they're an idiot.
So I hear them around me constantly...and I'm trying to study...then I get deeply side tracked...
First...I dont really want to like who I do...and second, I dont want to not like the person I dont like. I just want to be able to be calm and happy about everything.
Too bad that I cant...I'll just have to suck it up and deal with it.
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