Dreams.

Grr.

Why is my mother such a tight ass sometimes?

And we wonder why I was so damn uptight? For fucks sake dude. I clean up when I want to clean up, and I WILL clean up eventually if you'd shut the hell up! I mean dude, how unreasonable is it to wait a few hours? Maybe if you shut up and trusted me to do things on my own I'd do it. But NO, you insist on forcing your 'superior knowledge' (please note the quotes becaue its quite obviously NOT superior) telling me what to do because poor stupid little brad doesnt know what to do. Thats quite OBVIOUSLY what you think. Well screw you, I know how I do things, I dont give a flying fuck how you do things mother. If I told you to do things according to my schedule, would you bend over backwards to do it? Obviously not, so why the fuck should I do that for you if you wouldnt do that for me. There's only so much you should expect from your children. Despite all of the hard work you went through to get me here, it does not mean that I have to bend over backwards to accomidate you.

If you had kids so that you could raise your own personal slaves, then you raised the wrong child. I WILL clean up, I do it anyways when you dont tell me but you dont fucking see it. You and dad are focused on the negative crap that we bring you. I'm sorry that I'm not your perfect son anymore, but honestly, who said you were the perfect parents anyway?

Why should I be perfect if you arent either. Take my gawd damn issues in human growth class, and you'll learn how to parent better. Its true, kids dont respond to punishment or negative reinforcement as well as they do positive reinforcement. Thats a basic thing you SHOULD know, but you dont. Because all you do is threaten to take crap away from me when I dont really give a flying fuck if you take it because MY COMPUTER IS ALREADY BROKEN. Morons.

Frig mom. You need to learn how to fucking lighten up. Life isnt about cleaning, its not even about going to school and doing well, its about being happy. I dont erally care if I get the big house with the nice cars and whatever anymore, that wont make me truely happy. What makes me really happy is to just take it easy, relax and enjoy things, procrastinate whenever I want to, or just lounge around, why the hell do I always have to be doing something?! Just because it takes you forever to do something, it doesnt mean it takes me that long. I'm more efficient thank you very much. I'm also more accepting than you will ever be.

You're just a giant hypocrite, and you're lucky I held my tongue when you were talking about gay marriages. I know I'm mad right now, and hence all the cursing and being not nice, so I know I do still love you despite all this crap. Why? Because I am actually accepting and open unlike you, Mrs. We didnt have this 'problem' when I was young. PROBLEM MY ASS, BEING GAY IS NOT A PROBLEM. Next time you better pray that I dont verbally rip you to pieces if we ever argue about this again mother.

Nothing gets me more angry than my mother, and discrimination...and this is those two things combined...

You irritate me very much right now...

posted by Bradimon @ 12:08 a.m.