Charmed~
Oh man...So much Charmed today~
It was amazing~! But to tell you the truth, they are getting a little boring now. I just got wait til episode 10...then it will be AMAZING, its what they've been building up to~! I suppose they needed the more boring episodes to build up Chris' character. But I feel like he fits in really well already, after like...3 episodes...lol, o wells. Soon Chris and Wyatt fight!! AHH!! EVIL WYATT *sobs* Noooooooooo!!
I cant wait :P
Anyways...
Reflecting on this little talk Grace Vicki and I had in Vicki's car...yet again...its really great that we have each other. As a definate source of caring and friendship. It leaves us free to also go out and meet other people, make new friends, and be alright if it doesnt work out because we'll always have each other. No matter how much we fight, no matter how stupid we are. I mean, we've all been mad at each other at some point in time, but to me, they're family. And you cant de-friend a family member.
Slowly getting more friends that I can trust like that. Some I thought, but everyone is entitled to be wrong ^^ I'm not bitter anymore though, life is life, I should just let things flow. Ryan was right, I changed, some for the better, some for the worse. I can take and accept a lot more that I would normally be fighting against with my whole heart and soul, but I have been meaner and let my self-control slide a bit...which wasnt so nice. But its always nice to take your dark side out for a walk. I duno why that issue got me so upset anyways...well...I do, I just dont like to admit it~ hahahah..
Well, point is, I'm back to my 'normal' self (whoever that is) and being nice and what not, holding my tongue, and trying to stay positive and what not~ And as promised Catherine, I will not be nice for the sake of other people, but for my own sake, so that I'm happy at least~ I guess I still have trouble trying to please myself rather than other people...hahahah, that could be interpretted in such a dirty way...but lets not go there :)
Back to work~
pEace~
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