Dreams.

I hate studying ahead of time...I can never really do it...I try....but end up slacking off...
Okay, maybe I dont try that hard...but whatever...my mind is else where right now anyways.

Its funnie how selfish people can be...how very selfish everyone is. To screw other people over for themselves...but whatever, if I'm the person screwed over, it doesnt matter. Lets see...if I give up on caring for people, then I can start caring about myself, and screw other people over instead of them screwing me over. That sound better? yes? I think so. Its really funnie....see...cause I care a lot about other people's happiness, so much that I sacrafice my own on occasion for others to be happy. That's fine, on occasion, but when I do it all the time, thats a problem. I do love to help people, but when no one is there to help me...I wont be very happy. But then again, I have no one that cares about my own happiness. Absolutely no one. Sure I a few friends that care about my feelings, but not happiness. There is the RARE one or two that actually cares, but not enough that they can make me happy. No one cares about my happiness, its funnie actually...

Lets see...
Parents? Nope. School work and cleanliness of the house comes first.
Siblings? Nah, they have their own lives.
Friends? Nope, wrapped up in their own lives.
So who does that leave...my cat? Nah...he doesnt even know his own name.

I'm alone, completely alone, but who cares, who needs people? I can deal with stuff without them, I have for the passed few years anyway. Gota love people...hahah...

Time for my calc..chem...and law...

posted by Bradimon @ 12:11 a.m.