Dreams.

I feel so stupid...
I dont like calculus at all...it makes me not want to further my education...honestly, if I need to learn math throughout my life...I dont want to live. I really really really hate math!! Frig...this is the only unit I actually havent understood...it really doesnt make sense to me...I dont know why, its relatively easy too!! I've never felt sooooooo stupid...I mean NEVER...I honestly do NOT understand this stuff...the other stuff I just dont wana do, so I 'dont understand it' but this stuff I actually am trying to do and I dont get it...frig!!! I feel like the biggest moron EVER...Well, if I try harder I can get it...but I dont want to have to try hard all the rest of my mathematical life! It really takes sooooo much out of me...

I cant staaaaand math...it will honestly be the death of me...because I miscalculated something...and got killed. WATCH!!!...
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posted by Bradimon @ 7:00 p.m.