Dreams.

Tired.

Mmm...the perfect combo! Who doesn't love a good month of stress work and school? :P

Hahahha, my my my, I just want to sleep...really, is that so much to ask? I know I know, everyone else has stress to deal with, and I should shut-the-fuck-up-and-just-deal-with-it, but I'm tired.

Yes, I'm tired, I'm tired of the trivialness that is going on with life. Tired of school, tired of work, tired of life. I just...I need a break. Or meditation or something. And where is my chapstick!? I just bought it 2 days ago and lost it yesterday. It makes me deeply distraught.

I miss the warm feelings of close family and friends. Though I see a lot of people day to day here, it just isn't the same. Maybe I see people too much and I'm just not used to living with people anymore. I need...to breathe...and to do my school work. I'm kind of emotionally unstable at the moment, and this helps my school work very little. I should be at the library doing research for a project that is due tomorrow...and yet, I sit here and type away.

Sigh, I need to tone down the bitchness. I snap at people much more since this stress and stuff. How can I relax? Soon...soon...after this project. I know something is definitely off with me. I can't feel...myself. Ew, identity crisis? Those were supposed to be done in High School -_-;

I'm not so sure it's an identity crisis...more of a...stress-related bitchfest. Need to be calm..need to be calm. This is my solution, to take effect October 5th, 2006.

I miss sanity.

posted by Bradimon @ 8:53 p.m.