Dreams.

The Deviant

Hmm...its really strange and sad. The people who are trying to seperate themselves from society or by being 'unique' and changing themselves to do everything different from everyone. I see it a lot around here...and the sad thing is that when they try to change to be unique...I think they're really just conforming to another part of society. The side of society that the majority of society shuns and avoids (at least the professional world) because they seem less respectable.

On the bright side, people dont all stay like that, its generally just a phase. I'm more afraid for the people who stay like that. I know of one in particular, who thinks he's always right, and he's not a product of society because he doesnt listen to other peoples opinions and just makes his own (yet he buys all the expensive designer clothes, ripped jeans for $300...go figure) I really pity him I guess. I dont see him fitting into any societal norm and he's just going to be outcast for the rest of his life. Well, thats not true, there are other more underground subcultures that people like him can fit into. I guess thats a nice change from the typical 9 - 5 type life if thats what you're into. Personally I just want a normal life where I can work at a somewhat normal job and go home and relax with my family.

Call me a conformist if you will, but in a sense we're all conformist..just to different ideas. I only feel bad for the more deviant side, because they lose a lot of opportunies and friends for being different. It shouldnt be like that, but it is...Of course you will have some that do fit in both which is refreshing, but I cant see many of them fitting in.

I can ask many of my friends what they think about Goths, and many of them have the same repulsed face before even answering. Sad...but I guess its just the reality of things. I'd love it if people could all get along, but it just aint happenin.

So sad :(

OH YA! You wana know what else is sad? So I was sitting in biology learning the proper techniques to stomp out a species of 'invaders'. "Pest control" they called it. I normally thought...oh pest control, getting rid of bugs, yay! But then in this context they were talking about white hares that were introduced into Austrailia for hunting purposes, but they started to ravage the crops and stuff. So what did science do? They thought...HEY! lets give them a virus! So they gave these misquitos a virus that they could transfer to all bunnies, but then the problem was that they'd be dying too fast and they targetted the young rabbits first. But apparently that wasnt killing enough, but the virus mutated and had 5 different strains that some rabbits would be able to tolerate, but most would die slowly (apparently thats what we want, so that the rabbits can also transmit the virus)...

Frig! So we launch a virus army on some poor defenseless rabbits...I mean...okay, when its bugs and stuff I'm biased and I hate them so I would want them to die even though they really shouldnt because they're living beings too...but rabbits! I mean...okay, they were ravaging the crops and stuff, but shit! And people wonder why we have cancer and other diseases...

What goes around comes around...and I'm sure we're going to be getting it like that one day...and boy is that going to suck. Hopefully somehow the 'good' humans do balances that out...I doubt that because not many people are in environmental science or anything liek that...but there are lots of people working for humane society and animal shelters...so maybe that'll help...oy :(

posted by Bradimon @ 1:02 p.m.