Dreams.

More Random Thoughts.

Lives really kinda spin in really different directions outside of High School no? Serious, you go read anyones blog or LJ and you see how different things have gotten for people!

I mean, there are people in University, people working, people not doing anything, people doing all of those, and its really kinda neat. I mean...now that we're all outta high school, we're growing up. Becoming adults, becoming self-sufficient, becoming properly educated. Its a HUGE change, but I do enjoy change.

I cant wait to be in University, seperate, but also really not seperate from my parents. Having money, but not using it all because my parents will help. Its a nice little step before going to live on my own fully, having a career, being launched out into the world and such. Sure its scary, and I'll miss the days of joking around and goofing off and such that we all had when we were in high school, but who's to say we cant goof and stuff in a different way when we're older no?

Its sad, the day I actually want more responsibilities :P

I'm really really glad I had this semister off. REALLY glad. I mean...life without school is really kinda weird, and if you're in school the WHOLE time, you really dont realise how good it is, how easy it is, and how fun it can be. I think I have a new zest for learning :P

Not doing it because I 'have' to in order to ensure myself a place in society with the rich and famous, but for myself, to learn, to do well and accomplish things for myself so I can say, "Yo, check it out, I accomplished things!" but also keeping in mind that I always have to have fun along the way. If I dont, what the hell is the point in life?

I really never gave the whole "Live like there's no tomorrow" theory too much thought. I quickly dismissed it as if it was just some stupid saying in a movie, or ya know, things that happen on TV, but not in the real world. I thought about it this semister...and I also thought about 'The meaning of Life' (dun dun dun~~~! So dramatic!!...not) and really, I figure its about simply living. Sureeeeeeeee, its nice to live with money, expensive cars, expensive houses, etc etc etc, but who cares when you're happy?

I really didnt understand that concept until recently. I mean...when people told me that I would think..."Pfft, well, who cares, I want this!!" but then you think about it, and if you truly know the feeling of happiness, then you would be satisfied with just being happy and living in a hut with no power, cars, etc etc etc.

I'm not as totally open minded as I would like to think I am, but thats alright, always something to work on. I mean, I never really thought about some of the things TV tells ya. Ya ya ya ya, TV can be bad, but what about those moral shows and such? They do promote some good values. Though they maybe cliched, who cares? Doesnt mean its bad.

I'm just randomly going on whatever train of thought my mind seems to jump on, so sorrie if this really doesnt make sense :P

So anyways, ya...
Random thoughts :)

posted by Bradimon @ 2:53 a.m.