Dreams.

Everwood.

This is a good show~ :)

It rekindled the feelings in my heart that alway seem to be longing for love. Sometimes I think so much about it that I think I find it, but in truth, it would has never been as perfect as I had thought. My ideal lover will just click with me. One moment, we're looking at each other and then the next thing we know somehow we have been drawn to each other, almost as if it was magnetic. Of course there will be others, I'm not saying that I will completely limit myself until I find that person, there will be several others, and who knows, maybe I'll change my mind later on, but for now...I'm going to be keeping an eye out for that special someone.

I dont think we should 'settle' for someone ever or else your heart wont ever really truly be in it. You never know what you really want until you get what you think you've wanted and find out it isnt, or until you've lost it. Trial and error I guess huh? :)

Well, I'm back on the look out for someone, but not to the same extremity as before, I have to balance my idealistic views with realistic ones. Honestly, spending the rest of my life with one person is really hard to picture right now. But again, my mind is always thinking, rethinking and feeling different, so who knows what happens tomorrow or the next day. Thats what is so great about this life. The random-ness, the freedom, the ability to choose your path in life, everything in this world is great.

Yes, even the people. There are so many cyncial people out there, saying how bad people can be. I agree, at times people can be horrible, devious, manipulative, awful people, but for every horribly devious and awfully manipulative person there is in this place, there is one good decent person to balance them out.

A lot of people believe that people cant change. They will be how they are. Why they believe this is beyond me. I can see people changing before my very eyes, everyday. For better? yes. For worse? yes. But change is happening and I know almost all of my friends are cyncial and pessimistic enough to think that people wont change for the better, they will only be corrupted...Well, I have a faith in humanity.

Why do I have faith in humanity? Because I see all of you, all of my friends, I see you trying to be good people, I see you and I see the ways they we are what makes humanity good. Who are we to even judge humanity, our dosages of it are from TV, from School, from our secluded area and maybe select areas outside where some of us have 2nd homes.

I ramble on...but its all good.
I feel good (minus these zits -_-)

Ramble ramble ramble, I think I'm done :P
Sorta anyways.
How did I get from relationships to humanity is beyond me...but meh, it happened :P

Anyways, time to do some work.

pEace~

posted by Bradimon @ 1:19 a.m.