Dreams.

Something FateZ said last night stuck in my head...

Am I making people unhappy by being unhappy trying to make other people happy thereby making myself more unhappy because everyone else is unhappy despite my efforts to change that for them? (lol...that was a fun sentence...might have to read it over a few...hundred times to get it)

I dont think I'm making people unhappy because I'm unhappy cause I'm over-working myself...? Do people really see that? I mean...well, I guess they do...assuming everyone isnt entirely selfish, and I know a lot of my friends arent...and wouldnt want me to sacrafice a lot for then...but...hmm...iuno...if I were to try to help myself...I havent got a clue where to start...I cant even help myself? All my problems are...handed down from God...or the Devil, whatever you want...in other words, they are out of my hands, except friend problems, which I can do something about...

By the way...really special thanks to Ryan Catherine Sandy Christine n Carloyn last night for...iuno...distracting me? I really felt...free while I was with you guys. Iuno...it felt like...my world was so small, and nothing even mattered...thanks guys.

So...I duno...what do you guys think? Are you upset that I'm workin so hard to try to make you guys happy and that makes you upset cause I dont spend time doing things for myself? Seriously tell me on the tag-board to whoever is readin this...if it is, then I will try n stop...

posted by Bradimon @ 3:01 p.m.