Dreams.

Ya kno what...
I'm not mad at you, nor am I irritated or anything with you.
Only me, I'm the biggest fool in the whole fucking world. This happens allll the fucking time...I always put more into a friendship, and think it's better than it is, but it really isnt, and I get left feeling like a complete MORON. You'd think I'd learn from the passed 3 times it's happened to me...but nooooooo, I had to be OPTUMISTIC, maybe this person would return my care n compassion. I was wrong. Dont get me wrong, we are good friends, but I'm a idiot for thinking we're better friends than we actually are. In no way is this a play on your sympathy either, if you know what I mean. Again, to re-itterate, I am not mad at you, just myself. Sad thing is, I'm stupid for thinking this stuff anwyays. I'm just expressing my anger towards myself for being so naive and gullible...I've learned my lesson though...dun worrie, things wont change for you.

posted by Bradimon @ 1:04 a.m.