Dreams.

Okay...I dun feel as bad nemore after watching Canadian history thing I have to do for law...
Poor Japanese Canadians...friggin discrimination pisses me off...
but thats a totally different rant...
This one is just about how I'm sick, so bare with me.

I feel sooooooooooooooo weak...I can barely open up the doors at school, granted, they are heavy, but I normally dont get swung around by them!!!! I almost collasped when I was walking home for lunch, and it took me double time TO get home....almost like...30min!!!! FOR GAWD'S SAKE!!! I HATE BEING SICK!! I'm ONLY sick because of school...I almost never get sick, only this year have I gotten sick...I havent been for what...4 years before?! Since gr. 8 Quebec trip!!! And now I'm fuckin sick....SUCH A PISS OFF. PLUS the mouth sores REALLY REALLY REALLY PISS ME OFF, I CAN STAND BEING SICK IF IT WERENT FOR THESE MOUTH SORES!!! And another thing...I cant take time to get better because I'm GOING to fall SO far behind in ALL my courses...Calc, Chem, Law...I cant stand this...ITS A VICIOUS CYCLE LEADING TO MY DEMISE!!!....See...Work hard in school --> Lose sleep --> Get sick --> Do worse in school --> Need to work harder --> Lose sleep --> Get sick --> Do worse in school. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BREAK IT!??!!? I cant catch up if i take time off...There is WAY too much crammed into this gawd damned new curriculum, DID I MENTION I HATE YOU MIKE HARRIS?>!?! I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION!!! I HATE SCHOOL!!! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGggggggggggggggggggggg....I wish...someone would come n sweep me away...to the moon or something...where I could sufficate and die a fast death opposed to a slow and painful one...
I have been sentenced to death by school. A slow and painful death, that tortures and mutulates those sentenced to it until they break down and cry, in which case it will continue to slowly and painfully torture them with it's cruel and demeaning system of MARKING and GRADING...FUCK YOU ALL!!!
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kill me

posted by Bradimon @ 12:42 a.m.