Dreams.

Okay, i dun feel AS bad now..
thought through some stuff, kinda caught back up to myself...
I guess being the 'Listener' isnt sooooo bad...at least I can help people with their problems and feel good about that. Hai...o well, i guess I'll never have the attention i guess I sorta want? but at the same time, i dont want...I dont want it cause...i would get embarassed as the centre of attention...but I do cause I used to always be the centre of attention when I was little...Its hard to adjust I guess..? O welll...i can deal with it, just another phase I'm going through i guess. I have some confidence. In what? I havent the foggiest...but I know that I can do things...I KNOW i can, if i try...its just I cant find the will to try hard...lol. o well, it'll come to me, or i'll find it somehow, someday, someway...lalala,a...that sounds like a song...i bet it is one. See! I'm feelin better already...sorta...? =P Once my charmed episode is downloaded, I'm sure I'll feel a lot better..now time to get some sleep so I'm not late for chem again..=P..
We'll see how tomorrow goes n then maybe I can be happy...but that means dumcat will be sad...or mad...or something...ahhhhh...damn opposite-ness...

neways..
peace

posted by Bradimon @ 1:28 a.m.