Dreams.

Maaaaaaaaaaaan...
You know...I'm pretty optumistic at times...it scares me =P

Well, you kno who you are, and this is directed towards you.

If you like someone, and you're afraid to tell them, what's the worst that could happen? They could reject you. Which means what exactly? That you guys didnt match, or that the person rejecting you didnt know you as well as they expected, but it doesnt all end in horror. Example...When I asked Jess out, I didnt know if she liked me, but she still said yes anyway. Maybe if you tell the person you like them, they'll be like...o...sorrie, i dont like you like that, can we still be friends? But then knowing that you like them, maybe they'll look at you in a different light. Maybe they'll see that you're really a good person to be with. But...Hmmmmm...thats a GOOD thing that could happen...Whats that you're thinking? It'll never happen? See...now thats the pessimist in you talking, cant you have faith in yourself, and the person you like? Otherwise, why would you be liking them? I dont picture you as the shallow type who goes after people purely on looks, there must be some element of their personality that will shows that they are nice, or caring or whatever, so that they wun hurt you if you told them. Am I right? Of course I'm right, I'm cocky 99.4% right (when arguing with felix) Brad gawd damnit!

I know its hard to get over issues, and I no one is expecting a huge change in you anytime soon, but if you slowly work at it, I know you can do it. If you go through life not trusting anyone...how do you expect to get involved with anyone? Though you may think its your looks (which arent bad btw) that prohibit you from having a boyfriend, but you know what? I personally think its trust, if you cant trust someone to know who you like, how do you expect someone to like what they cant fully know? Its like liking bits of a puzzle...but if you dont give people the pieces to finish the puzzle...how are the expected to admire it for what it really is? (Hey i like that analogy!!! GO ME!)

In conclusion, dont worrie about everything, I know things dont come with the snap of your fingers (only mine =P), but things will get better if you start trusting people, I promise you that.

Now...time for more law!! JOY!!

posted by Bradimon @ 1:40 a.m.